☆★ 30062009 ☆★

at night time , everything was just fine .
mother & father is laughing together , everyone is happy .
father joking with mother , mother laughing .
they're both happy , & i feel happy too .
but i don't know why suddenly something happened .
they both everytime talked about money will qurallel de .
& then later mother will want jump down from building all these .
& the thing is , i don't know why suddenly they talked about money again .
i felt so scared at that time you know ?
mother tried not to cry le , but she cannot tahan she cried out .
then they started to qurallel about money again .
then mother go call don't know who talk .
then cry cry cry , then say want jump down from building .
said want give back everything to father .
then i'm damn scared , i cried out .
& mother went to kitchen go toliet , then i stand outside wait .
suddenly she came out & go to wash hands .
then she tooked the knife in the kitchen , oh my .
father rushed to mother & snatched the knife .
& then he asked mother relax & cool down , don't like this .
then i don't know what to do at that time , just kept looking .
my heart was like giving a knife stab .
feel so painful , i don't want to lose my mother i love her .
in the world , if there's no her there's no me .
if she die , i'll die i won't want to survive .
i need my mother , i can't live without her .
& then at midnight 1.00am something she haven't sleep yet .
then i also don't want sleep , cause i scared later anything happen to her .
then she asked me go sleep , i don't want .
she said , if she want die she won't die infront of us .
she will die when nobody see her , then i said .
like this you asked me go sleep i where dare sleep ? i scared .
i scared you just go like this , i cannot live without you .
then i don't want sleep & then father don't know why come blame me .
then keep scold me cheebye kia cheebye kia , i forced myself not to cry .
i ren , ren ren till father asked my mother go sleep .
than my mother asked me go sleep , say he don't want see my face .
then i bo bian go into room , & i cried inside the room .
kept thinking what to do , heart hurts .
i really scared , i am so so scared .

morning woke up at 10.00am something .
^^ didn't go to school , because yesterday having some fever .
but today feel alot better le , then went to online .
chit chat with marcus , was quite fun though .
& then after that about afternoon 1.00pm something .
nicholas messaged me said he want meet me orh .
i was like o.o ?
mother let or not i also don't know leh , then nicholas meet me .
nicholas & junwei from school there walked to my house here .
then he called my phone and asked me where am i le .
i told him i at home , then my mother tooked my phone .
& my mother talked to nicholas .
my mother still asked nicholas come up to my house .
then nicholas & junwei really come up to my house leh .
lols , i damn fucking shy talk abit nia .
>< then somemore nicholas eat wrong medicent liao .
he keep act cute somemore still play play like small kid .
then awhile they go back le , i bo bian say byebye lor .
then erm online again , currently watching television with mother .
watching television & chit chatting online .
nothing much more liao , goodbye guys .

yesterday sleep so late with mummy watching my date with vampire .
fucking nice , watched liao don't dare sleep .
:x lols , but anyway i love that show uh .
then today morning 10.00am something then wake up .
wapiang eh , wasted my life for waking so late .
-.- nevermind , then went to online .
currently blogging & listening to songs .
these few days nothing much happened , so blog abit things uh .
nothing much to post le , bye .

just came back home from downstairs .
went to downstairs to eat lunch with mummy uh .
after eating , mother bought durians .
and i bought doughnut and ate it , went back home .
reached home , saw daddy in the kitchen .
then mother talked to father , then i on computer .
and see by2 videos , and also kelly poon and more de videos .
then mother keep asked me accompany my cat .
i bo bian , went into room and accompany my cat awhile lor .
currently just came out of the room not long .
ok la , nothing much to post also leh .
later maybe going down to eat again , or cook lor .
because father haven't eat .
:D ok i love you , guys goodbye .

morning woke up at 9.00am something .
then went to on my computer , and marcus is online .
o.o yeah , of course i went to chat with him .
and chat half way , feels abit bored .
and then went to chat with garrick lor , was quite fun .
after chatting with garrick , went to take ice cream .
^^ my chocalate ice cream , oh my favourite !
i like it , you like it ? i'm loving it .
lols i learned from yangjie de , lols .
ok , after eating that went to throw it away as it is finished .
and then suddenly heard somebody shouting my name from downstairs .
i thought i hear wrongly , and i ignored .
and then shouted again and again , maybe i'm not wrong .
i ran to my door there , and opened my door .
o.o and i went out , and looked downstairs .
didn't saw anyone familiar uh , then looked everywhere .
see wheather whose shouting my name .
then suddenly silence , nobody shouting my name liao .
:x lols , was damn funny uh .
ok and than went back into house , and chit chat with friends .
bored , went to listen baby i'm sorry was damn fucking nice song .
and i love it so much , erm .
and then plurking lor , at home was fucking bored .
after awhile aunty suri came to my house to take the trolley .
then ok lor byebye le , mother still sleeping in the room .
haven't wake up yet leh .
-.- i'm feeling bored .
ok end here , i love you guys .

came back home liao , currently chatting online .
& father just came back home not long ago , he's bathing .
mother is cooking crabs , and i'm chit chatting .
finally mother cooked finished le , i go and grab those crabs .
:D and tooked 2 legs and there i goes , i'm eating .
was so much fun eating crabs , so fucking delicious .
ate so long , because must slowly slowly eat i have so much time .
>< lols , finally ate finished .
going to offline soon , because my drama going to start .
ok watched my drama , & online again .
& father is making another light in the living room .
:D was so nice , oh my looks like hotel .
i mean , looks romantical la .
now our house was like brand new , o.o was like just bought it .
ok la , i'll end here liao la . bye .

came back home liao .
just now went out with nicholas junwei & jacinda .
qurallelled with jacinda , don't know whats the reason .
nicholas console me , tell me don't so angry le .
:D thank you nicholas , i love you .
fuck junwei , stop bullying me don't apolegize to me .
-.- it's useless , currently quralling with james korkor .
whats the problem that causes me and him to qurallal ?
& thats jacinda , my gan mei lor .
ok tell you , i am damn fucking fan right now as means stressed .
stop asking me stupid questions .
i have no mood , i am pissed off mood swings .
== don't annoyed me , before you'll be sorry .
no worries , i won't do anything that hurts people .
ok tomorrow maybe won't be attending school , as i don't wish to attend .
-.- tomorrow racial harmony day , must wear this wear that .
somemore don't know what to wear , & wheather to tie hair or not .
so stress , so thinked before le .
better might as well don't go lor , as is wasting my time .
my time is precious , don't waste it better .
ok i'll end here , & byebye guys .
i mean bye guys & readers , love ya uh .

morning sleeping , awhile alarm rang .
then i guai kia orh , woke up and prepared .
:D and finally prepared finished , and here i goes .
went to tooked bus , and reached school .
went into canteen and finally drank my ice milo , hehe .
^^ drink half way huey ping came , chit chat with me .
o.o yeah , then went up to class .
oh my , saw miss abraham uh inside our class leh .
then greet her , and she was like in a happy mood lur .
than after that have our lessons as pernormal , nabei nicholas didn't come school today leh .
sob sob , i miss you darling .
after that recess liao , never eat anything just buy water .
and went up to class and played in class .
:D miss abraham not at upstairs ler , she went down .
then we shout here shout there , o.o .
then run here run there have so much fucking fun out there .
:( but i miss nicholas wee hongyi eh .
but nevermind after school going to meet him mar , hehe .
then in class , was having our last lesson .
which is science , many peoples never bring books .
so those who never bring books stand outside class .
then teacher talking , i never listen .
:X i turned to the page about sex der , then keep see see see .
>< weimin and junwei they all standing outside , keep see what i looking .
LOL , then they still at there maked me pai sei .
-.- fuck lor , but nevermind IGNORE IGNORE .
erm after that dismiss , walked with junwei .
because want meet my darling at bus stop mar , then tooked same bus with junwei .
then went to meet nicholas , meet liao .
nicholas talk with me than i talk to him , then finally meet jacinda .
went to walk here walk there , walked till whole body sweat .
-.- somemore don't know walk where , walked almost the same place .
:X more then 20 rounds .
then after that went to playground and have fun there .
nicholas hug hug me , not hug lar .
somehow like put his hands on my shoulder uh , yeah then erm .
have much lots fun there , then after that jacinda want sit on junwei bike mar .
then jacinda climb up and sit down , and fell down .
:X from the bike fell down , badside pain like fuck .
than she damn angry , keep smack my nicholas for nothing sia .
-.- somemore , not nicholas make her fall down der leh .
is jun wei sia , fuck jacinda .
than they keep make me and nicholas walk together , lols .
ok nevermind then , somemore suddenly jacinda keep want run home .
i have a qurallelled with her , somehow like qurallelled and shouting .
-.- bo bian , ran away i mean both of us .
then nicholas sent me home , and thanks .

morning sleeping , then randy korkor called my phone .
he asked me wake up go school school liao , don't absent again orh .
then i say orh ok , then woke up and prepare .
changed my uniform , and went to brushed my teeths .
then drank a bottle of plain water , after that went to take bus .
^^ finally , i reached ler went down from bus .
and walked into school , at the gate there damn fucking many peoples .
-.- don't want go in , then don't stand there .
make till i no place to walk , must squeeze in uh .
bo bian squeezed in , reached canteen huey ping not here yet .
waited her and drank my ice milo .
-.- fucking slow her , i cannot wait anymore .
went up to class my own lor , reached class sat down lor .
then talked with friends , and have our lessons as pernormal uh .
:X eugene kept making us laugh in maths lesson .
he act as girl , then make those dirty sounds .
somemore say karishma go breast sugery uh , because damn big .
>< LOL , every girls laughing like mad .
somemore eugene still say all the girls horny , is he lor .
then he kept pulling my hair somemore , fuck sia .
i don't know i tie my hair how many times liao , lmfao .
then somemore , nicholas also pulled my hair .
>< but nevermind , then huey ping keep smack nicholas back .
then i helped nicholas , i smacked back huey ping's back .
:X so fucking hard till peoples beside our class can hear the smacking sound .
>< lmfao , ok nevermind then erm .
after that haved our english lessons , watched movie .
nicholas sat beside me and we flirt here flirt there .
o.o don't think upside down , fucker leh .
eugene in computer class just now send something to yifa .
-.- i on-ed my computer , then i away mar .
huey ping called me , then i go find her .
eugene comed to my computer here , and saw my msn .
and he anyhow choosed suey suey choosed till yifa , then he sent yifa message .
the message say " i want to have sex with you " .
what the fuck sia ? lmfao , zz .
then offlined liao , bo bian i cannot explain to yifa .
end here , bye .

morning woke up , ah bao went back home liao .
than left me alone in the living room using computer uh .
awhile father woke up , he in kitchen fixing things .
o.o awhile more , mother woke up by calls .
then asked me want go bedok interchange or not orh .
i say anything lor , at home also sian mar .
then went to bedok interchange by walking der .
reached there , meet biaoyi at long john sliver there .
walked there reached liao , went inside .
biaoyi haven't reah yet , mother do order things .
while me messaging michelle jiejie , she asked me things mar .
o.o both of me and michelle want go tampines 1 arcade mar .
but parents keep don't let , so bo bian .
asked michelle come long john here meet 1st .
she from tampines interchange tooked bus came bedok interchange here .
meet her liao , finally mother let me and michelle go tampines liao .
i went back home 1st , to change shoe .
and then wore my slippers and tooked bus to tampines interchange .
me and michelle jiejie keep prank call ah vin korkor .
then reached tampines ler , went to tampines 1 arcade there .
go dance dance again , messaged randy korkor .
then after that awhile , almostly night time ler .
mother called me all these , michelle jiejie thanks .
thank you for treating me drink rose uh , thanks .
than went back home ler , father helping me make school things .
ok bye .

okies after coming back from park way parade liao .
went back home and put my new panties and others .
then hang up my washed clothes , making me new school shoe .
-.- then mother suddenly say want go ah ma house .
then i asked her , go there kam lan ?
she say need to eat dinner , then after that need packet home give father eat .
then i say walao eh , than bo bian mar .
went to ah ma house went up , mother kept talking with ah ma .
i in kitchen playing with aunty suri .
awhile more sibao messaged me say she reached bus stop liao .
o.o asked me go down , i went down uh .
fetched her , and go up to ah ma house .
then after that went back home , was normal nothing happen lur .
than mother asked go bathe , i let sibao bathe 1st .
after she bathe liao , my turn .
:D bathed finished liao , wear my sleeping dress and came out .
sibao reaction was like what the fuck ?
lols , then hmm .
talk cock in the room , and me and sibao gamble in the room .
played 21 dian , after that played unos .
then mother come join , awhile more mother went out .
then went into room and sleep , father making lights .
making new lights , abit like creating .
than me and sibao played finished liao , on-ed air corn .
sibao say she hungry liao , mother asked me cook for sibao .
and i cooked , then we both eat magie mee .
after eating went back room , tooked magazines .
and currently reading , and looking at those phones .
after that say abit sleepy ler , then we switched-off lights and sleep .
goodnight end here .

today morning sleeping sleeping sleeping , woke up .
see the time , and went to on computer .
and father was at kitchen , awhile more went to work liao .
after that phone kept ranging , kept answering .
ah yi called mother phone , i answered .
ah yi asked mother wake up , she want treat her eat .
then i asked mother wake up , mother woke up .
after mother prepared ah yi said meet at her house , went to ah yi house .
reached , say need to wait james mother and james .
then waited there , ah ben helping melody tie hair .
:X damn funny sia , i forced myself not to laugh der .
than james mother came liao , all done ler .
went down , ah yi say meet at tampines safra there .
actually want take taxi go der , not enough spaces .
tooked bus lor , tooked bus 18 lur .
reached there , went into the buffet there and see see .
walao eh , i see liao want eat ler .
>< so many nice nice nice , foods .
got more then 1000 i think uh , delicious leh .
than we sat down , and eat eat till very very fulled .
cannot tahan liao , stop eating ler .
-.- somemore , ate finish liao still don't want go out .
still sit there and talk cock , me is fucking sleepy der lor .
i slept inside there , lying ontop of mother laps .
slept awhile , the cheebye james and melody keep take clips to clip my hand .
zz , then give them make till awake liao .
then james later got tution , need go park way .
== mother say want go also , i bo bian today her birthday mar .
she want do what do what lor , tooked bus to park way parade .
go find michelle at marvis , and let james go in .
then while james is having tution , we all go shop shop lor .
james mother bought clothes for mummy , mummy happy like siao .
>< lol , still buy hairband act like small kid .
oh my , ya my mouth inside .
:( got 1 teeth want drop soon ler , what the fuck .
nothing more liao lar , bye .

was sleeping till so sweet , suddenly got something come attacked me .
o.o i woke up , and i knew it was my cat liao .
because room door never close , father just repainted the door .
cannot close 1st later sticked die liao .
then never close door sleep lor , then that cat keep come in .
come in come out , talked talked talked .
interupt me sleeping only sia , then i scolded him .
than after that can't sleep anymore liao , woke up ler .
went to on computer , was time about 5.17am .
onlined and chat with some friends , and 8.00am+ marcus onlined .
chat with marcus lur , then awhile more nothing do liao .
-.- zz , today sibao at night coming .
i have to do something to let her don't come my house .
i won't let her step into my house , not even 1 step .
nabei cheebye lai der sia her , come my house stay for what ?
like she don't have place to stay like this , she have her own house ok .
somemore come my house waste money sia .
my parents cooked everytime is only cooked for 3 persons .
she come and her mother come , added 2 peoples in .
== food very fast finish der , ask her don't come better .
somemore she stay at my house very dangerous der , somemore steal my things .
-.- last time stolen my things before ok .
then come liao , will mess up my house .
-.- somemore i want sleep alone in my room , she comes .
will have to squeeze with me on 1 bed , zz annoying .
if her mother comes , also sleep in my room leh .
fucker , 2 sleep in my room .
mad , 3 persons squeeze with me nabei lar lanjiao kia .
i hate her so much , i don't think there's people will like her .
unless those peoples are stupid lar , somemore my father treat sibao better then me .
-.- know what's daugher and sister ?
zz , should treat me better mar .
I HATE TOH SIBAO !

morning slept till afternoon 1.00pm++ .
woke up , scared me .
seldom sleep till so late der , than on computer and online .
awhile more , mother awake ler .
don't know why she so early wake up for , then call hong ah yi .
than talked cock , say want go her house .
after that mother brushed teeth went down .
i very slow so asked her meet me at hawker centre there .
she went down , after i ok liao i went down .
ate finished went up to hong ah yi house , james doing homework .
as i'm watching the vampire drama , mother also watching .
than talk watch talk watch , mother say want go find gu gong .
james say don't want go , he want stay at bedok .
then after staying at his house for awhile , mother say want go tampines .
o.o went out of james house , james pressed the lift button .
waited , lift door opened .
james kept laughing like siao gao , i was like o.o ?
then asked him what the hell you're laughing at ?
than he asked me see the lift , i see i laughed .
guess what we saw ? we saw SHIT !
somemore james tell me don't tell parents , let them see LOL .
than i coperate with james , don't tell parents .
they walked till there , we kept laughing .
:X they pressed the button , lift door opened .
my mother reaction was like damn fucking funny , lmfao .
walked to another lift there , tooked lift went down .
:D tooked bus or cab to tampines , forgoted .
reached there , shop shop walk walk .
:D went to eat soul garden , cooked many things .
after eating , fuck lor parents kept shopping clothes .
zz , me and jams buey tahan them .
they at the shop for about 1 to 2 hours sia still don't want leave .
somemore i keep forcing them to leave , then james keep disiao me .
than we run in the big big shop , run here run there .
:X like a playground uh , no peoples stop us for running .
after that finally finished liao , nabei got lucky draw .
-.- zz , need go basement there , zz .
went down , got a $10 voucher for cold storage and a S10 for dian xiao er .
then tooked lift went up to the 5th floor , finally we're in arcade .
card no money , mother give me top up $15.00 .
:D want play the dancing der , hong ah yi don't know how play .
mother don't know how play , james don't know how play .
== only i know how play what the hell ? expect me alone play uh ?
of course not , called michelle jiejie .
keep asking her to come , she give me forced till walao .
LOL , then she rushed here .
reached , asked her go change clothes and come in .
then michelle jiejie changing clothes so slow , game started .
then luckily she came back , and danced .
mother they all stand behind and look , lol .
no more liao .

mother asked me offline , help her move furnitures into my room .
then i offlined , and help parents .
father keep at him painting the window from morning till night .
-.- wapiang eh , paint so long .
than me and mother keep moping the floor , change bed sheet .
mother cooked chilli prawns , asked me eat more .
but don't know why , today no appetite .
than bo eat lor , give parents eat dinner and supper .
i don't eat , at night about 12.00am++ i abit hungry liao .
go cooked magie mee and eat , father still painting .
mother sit beside father and look .
after painting , father took cif come clean my drawers .
:D and now , all looks brand new .
then my cat keep at there kpo , walked in walked out .
father say him siao , mother say he curious mar .
then i keep laughed , then maomao keep attacked the dirty socks .
after that finally all done , went into the room .
and lied down on the new bed , than asked mother open air corn for me .
opened , feels really comfortable .
and i felt asleep , somemore parents till 1.00am++ haven't sleep .
-.- keep come into my room talked .
nabei sia , even my cat come in .
they thought i sleeping liao keep come in talk cock , i can hear der ok .
so noisy , bo bian sleep .
^^ have a perfect sleep in that room , morning 11.00am++ then woke up .
>< 1st time so late .

morning still sleeping , feeling damn fucking tiring uh .
don't feel like going to school , slept on bed .
act sick and sleepy , so maybe mother will let me stay at home .
-.- zz , she didn't let me stay at home still forced me go school .
don't know why don't feel like going to school lar .
many things happened in the end , still sprained right ankle .
nabei , stomache still feel abit uncomfortable .
in the end didn't attend school .
went to willy house to find celina yehao ah boon weisheng they all .
meet them in willy house , had fun there .
-.- weisheng keep anyhow touched me , i'm not that cheap ok .
told randy , randy kor asked me kick his lanjiao .
>< and i really kicked .
he still ignored me fucker sia him , nabei cheebye kia lai eh .
then i keep aim his lanjiao there kick , somemore poke his buttock hole .
:X i know i am pervert , not i want der .
this is what he forced me to do , lol .
ok lar after that suddenly mother called me and asked me got go school or not .
i lied to her say " yes " .
because scared kena scoldings by her mar , then she say she call school and ask .
:X i was like damn fucking shocked .
then she didn't call me back , i asked celina call my mother .
celina called my mother and told my mother i'm not feeling well .
so i went up to willy house and rest uh , then celina gave me tablets .
then after eating , i felt asleep .
then mother asked me wake up , celina called me wake up .
celina told me , my mother want meet me at willy house downstairs .
then celina jie , send me down .
o.o saw yehao edwin they all came down from taxi .
than waited mother there , mother came went with mother .
went to bedok interchange , see doctor liao .
after that doctor asked me go do x-ray .
in the end didn't go , then went to pizza hut and have our lunch .
than went to walk walk , bought new dresses and clothes .
went home , put in waredrobe .
and make nice nice my new room , father say going to paint the window .
than i say ok , then went to on computer .
-.- marcus asked me why not online yet mar , then go on lor .
ok lar end here , goodbye readers .

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W/o ~*-=[RaNdY]-=*~ says:
*hahas
     BTYY 30062009 lmyours - 我属于你的 Nicholas's .        says:
*you really shuai mar , but so sad . you rejected me .
W/o ~*-=[RaNdY]-=*~ says:
*zzz
     BTYY 30062009 lmyours - 我属于你的 Nicholas's .        says:
*nevermind .
W/o ~*-=[RaNdY]-=*~ says:
*i nvr reject you
     BTYY 30062009 lmyours - 我属于你的 Nicholas's .        says:
*o.o ?
W/o ~*-=[RaNdY]-=*~ says:
*i said we break first
     BTYY 30062009 lmyours - 我属于你的 Nicholas's .        says:
*o.o ?
W/o ~*-=[RaNdY]-=*~ says:
*give other some time
     BTYY 30062009 lmyours - 我属于你的 Nicholas's .        says:
*breaked liao , then you there say you finding tiongxim girls orh .
W/o ~*-=[RaNdY]-=*~ says:
*maybe you be mine later?
     BTYY 30062009 lmyours - 我属于你的 Nicholas's .        says:
*what the hell .
*o.o !!! HEHE !

hello , today was quite amazing lur .
currently chatting with marcus and eating my dinner lur .
father painting the room still .
mother bathing , LOL door never close .
nevermind house no more roomate ler , got more more freedom liao .
feel so bored at home .
also don't know what the fuck to do though .
packed tomorrow's bag .
finally , gonna eat finish my dinner soon .
i've been forcing myself to eat finish , cannot eat anymore liao .
because FULLED .
lmfao , nevermind end here .

hello i'm back home from school , morning actually didn't want go school .
-.- father mother forced me wake up go school der .
bo bian woke up , rushed everything time was gonna late .
raining somemore what the hell ? tooked taxi .
the fucking taxi driver don't even know where's my school .
-.- asked me direct him to my school , nabei .
-.- turned a whole round , wasted $6.00 leh .
fuck nevermind pang sua , have lessons .
lessons as pernormal , recess have lots fun .
went to art room and do our art , after that went to cooking lesson .
cooked " chicken in the jasket " don't know lar .
== huey ping choosed der , cooked .
chopped cucumber all these after that asked huey ping go downstairs .
asked her go buy container , so can bring home mar .
bought liao , packet it ler .
went downstairs ,waited for bus 45 .
finally come liao , wapiang eh so many peoples .
nevermind , i SQUEEZE in .
finally , i'm inside ler LOL .
use SQUEEZED der , thats why i'm in uh .
reached house downstairs walked back home , reached home .
mother was at living room lur , let her try my food .
she say not bad , i say not not bad . is very very good .
LOL , teacher say not bad also mar .
huey ping and me tasted say sibei nice , lmfao .
byebye .

morning woke up , luckily dad called me wake up .
>< if not i sure never go school der , can't wake up .
then father asked me wake up liao , i woke up .
and prepared , after preparing . went out .
walked to bus stop , waited for bus 14 .
finally bus came and i went up , standed downstairs .
:D and saw mr coleman , finally i reached school outside der bus stop liao .
went down , and walked into canteen .
o.o huey ping haven't come yet , called her handphone .
she say she having fever , cannot come .
then i say oh ok , nevermind awhile more someone tapped my shoulder behind me .
turned around thought it was who , chey karishma lar .
then chat with her and we drank ice milo .
after that went upstairs , scared see miss abraham .
:X because cannot find my hairband at home , don't know i put where .
then i come school without wearing hairband , just tied up only .
:X frindge come down , no clips .
i think yesterday my clip lost at class uh , maybe dropped .
than went up with karishma lur , miss abraham was in my class .
lmfao , i'm actually damn scared .
because later kena scolding again than surely die in class der .
than greet her , and luckily she bo see my frindge .
hahaha , felt so much happier now adays .
than one by one came into class , and then was time hmm 8.00am++ .
having lessons , but didn't listen lur was talking straight till after school ends .
LOL , was damn funny today uh .
>< yangjie in class keep maked people laugh lor , he still sing .
LOL , because calvin lend him the phone ear piece .
then he plug it into his phone , and he open songs and listen .
then suddenly he sang songs out from his mouth so loudly .
lmfao , included me laughed like mad .
than after that i sang too , LOLOL ! i follow yangjie sing .
erm after lessons , fuck rahmad take siccors cut some of my long hair .
-.- i damn fucking angry at that time , still kick tables and chairs .
than awhile more , nabei fadhli come pulled me hair .
-.- somemore not only fadhli uh , rahmad also pulled leh .
then i buey tahan liao uh , guess what the fuck i do ?
i scolded everyone , and this pulls my mood down .
i still cried in class today leh , nabei nicholas never care me der .
junwei they all asked nicholas come console me , nicholas ignored .
== fuck him lur , where got this kind of boyfriend .
than after that marcus give me worksheet , i keep throw away .
and he keep pick it up and give me , buey tahan him .
than erm dismiss liao , tooked out phone and called mother .
asked her where her , she said at home . i say ok .
then went to take bus 45 back home , then reached block 403 there .
i bought magie mee and chocalate to eat , then walked home .
reached home , opened door .
saw mother and father at home , o.o father bo work .
went in , saw father helping me renovate my whole room .
:D feel abit happier liao woots !
than went to on computer , mother want use computer arggs .
than let her house i talked with junwei on phone .
ok lar , end here bye .

morning woke up , prepared went to school .
reached school , went to canteen bought ice milo .
saw huey ping there too , talked to her and drink my milo .
after drinking , stomache asked huey ping follow me go toliet .
o.o went to toliet on the way to toliet , saw guan ren korkor .
:D i laughed non stop , saw him wearing spectecles .
than even he himself laughed , LOL .
than went to take my bag , and went up to class .
:X when walked till music room there , asked huey ping clip her frindge .
if not later that miss abraham want scold people liao .
than clipped , miss abraham today eat wrong medicent uh .
know what she do ? shocked till everybody in my class today .
i saw her , greet her then walked .
then she asked me stop there , i shocked thought i do anything wrong .
stopped , and turned around and looked at her .
she said to me .
" belinda ! why so many days never come school , what happened ?! " .
than i diam diam , bo wei gong LOL .
then she put her hands on my shoulder , and said to me .
" belinda ! you lost weight ! " .
LOL , then i really shocked ler leh LOLOL .
my expression was like >> O.O !!!?!?!?! .
than i told her , i sick so never come school .
she asked me go class take tempreture and let her see .
went to class , tooked tempreture .
went to find her , and let her see my tempreture was 36.3 .
than she say to me .
" o.o ok , no more fever liao go back class uh " .
then i went back class quietly , LOL kept laughing in class .
than after lessons , went to recess .
weimin they all keep make nicholas sit infront of me and eat with me LOL .
than everybody was like so pai sei , then nicholas bo bian .
sitted with me , LOL .
>< eat and look at him , damn pai sei . keep laughed .
laughed till i cough non stop , hmm than went to class .
on the way back to class , suddenly nicholas come hold me hand .
LOL , scared till my heart beat kan silang fast .
than , everybody laughed then me face red like tomato .
than went back to class ler , then after that dismiss liao .
went to take bus with nicholas , then went home .
later awhile , meet nicholas and weimin and weisheng and weimin to lan .
played lan , after playing meet mother at singtel shop there .
then eat , went home . today was very fun .
thanks nicholas for making me laughed non stop , takecares .
byebye love everybody ! LOVELOVE .

i'm facing the same problems with michelle jiejie .
i really think of dying , how i hope i'm not given birth on this earth .
i've think before already , die uh ?
thinked before of jumping down from my house , oh my 14th floor too high for me .
thinked before of eating all the medicent and just go to sleep .
and tomorrow , i will forever not open my eyes again .
thinked before of opening the gas , and closed all the windows and doors .
and just died there like that , i really wants to die .
my mother thought i'm no longer a good girl , but i'm still .
she don't even understand how i feels .
she thought i have no stress , but i have alot .
is just that i don't want to say out , i don't want to let anyone knows about it .
i kept it in my heart for a long long time .
and this really hurts me alot .
and somemore i thinked of letting the cars knock down and die .
i know , i'm foolish of thinking all these .
michelle jiejie , you've got a counseller uh ? i've got 1 too .
same as you , i've lost her contact number lur .
i can't even contact her , only she will listen to me and advice me .
mother and father won't , because they don't understand us .
life is so unfair , why is god treating us like this ? please .
let me off , i hate this kind of feelings .
it makes me worse and worse , mother and father's same .
-.- happy then treat us good , not happy ? always scold us .
you know , somemore scold us for nothing .
do they know whats the word HURTS ?
i don't think they know , they still said .
" we're onced kids , we understand " .
fuck lar , last time and now how can compare ?
i'm really deeply hurt this time , i'm stress and headache .
i don't want to be alive on earth anymore , i want to die .
i wish i can just dissapear on earth , and NO MORE .
i agreed with michelle jiejie .
those love ones who are alive , they don't know how to treasure .
when they're gone , they will regret it .
i confirm this , they will regret 1 day .
once they're lost something , it's too late if you want them back .

yesterday mother and father suddenly qurallelled .
then don't know why mother started crying .
normally my mother started crying something will happen der .
then i just shut down my computer and go to the kitchen there .
than mother ran into room , and tooked phone .
called don't know who , and talked and cried .
i lied on the bed and listen to mom talking , then even me cried out .
after that , father came into room .
started quralling again , mother said she want die liao .
then i too scared , i ran to closed the door and locked .
mother ran to the door , wanted to open the door .
and i pushed her down , and she sat on the floor . and i sat on her knees .
i cried like mad , and said to her .
" i don't want you to die , you die i might as well die also " .
then she said to me .
" if not we both die together lar ? " .
then i very scared liao , i know my mother is crazy again ler .
i have to do something , then father very angry with mother liao .
but i know daddy still love mummy der , daddy keep pushed her to bed .
don't let her go out of the room , then mother breaked the wedding photo .
i damn shocked , and i go to take the wedding photo and put on the floor .
father asked mother to cool down , mother cool down abit ler .
then suddenly want jump down from kitchen window .
i too scared , i went out of the room . holded tightly the door .
and called ah yi to come , all ah yi came .
all come helped her , and tell her everybodies love her .
and said many things that makes me and my mother moved .
ah yi said to my mother .
" if you die , did you think of your mother ? " .
" your mother will just faint , and gone " .
then me keep crying non stop , even james almost cried out .
then me crying beside james , james asked me don't cry .
but can't , because i can't control myself from crying .
than ah yi asked me go get mother medicent .
i went to kitchen and tooked the medicent , and mother ate .
cool down abit liao , then she said what happened .
is because of money der problem again lar , haiya .
maked me so worried , don't dare leave her alone at home .
i promised mother , i will be guai kia liao from today onwards .
i don't go out late late , i after school will straight go home .
if got important things , then i will late abit go home lar .
MOTHER i promised YOU .
MOTHER i LOVE YOU .

came back home from michelle jiejie house .
went to michelle jiejie house there , was having a great time there .
after that , don't know why mother want go tampines ikea there .
than me michelle jiejie and our mothers went there .
me and michelle jiejie was at ikea playing .
mothers at giant buying clothes all these .
after that must meet parents , went to took bus and went back to tampines mall .
went to swensen {don't know how spell} ate there .
but i only ate ice cream , because i have no apetite .
-.- mother kept scolding me for nothing , then at last i felt really hurt .
feel like dying , i cried out .
let mom see , she kept scolding me .
== you thought i want cry give you see ar ? is can't control der ok .
then i cried out , without sounds .
because i don't want to let anyone know that i'm actually crying .
than mother kept scolding me blaming me for nothing .
i'm thinking of dying , thinking of standing in the middle of the road .
and let the cars and vans bang down .
i can't stop thinking of it , and suddenly change my mind .
think of i'm in school at the rooftop looking down .
the wind is making me feel so good , feel like jumping down .
kept thinking , i forced myself not to think .
and when i think of my friends , parents relatives .
i really wanted to cry out loud , but mother was there .
don't dare to , i forced myself not to cry out again and again .
and this makes me feel akward .
i'm really hurt hurt hurt .

went out with mummy to raffles place .
she want cancel the what special account der thingy lar , bank der thing .
went there took taxi , the fucking taxi don't know send us go where .
-.- then we need to walk , don't know how to go .
asked office der people , they told us walk straight .
then we walked , hungry lur .
:D mummy bought me nuggets and mineral water , walked there .
finally reached , crossed traffic light .
went in , and i sat down , mummy go do her things .
^^ somemore got free drinks , i go take milo drink .
then mummy do finished liao , walked out of the air corn room .
don't know want go where , mummy saw a bus just went in nia .
LOL , i asked her go where .
she said , don't know go anywhere .
LOLOL , i kept laughing in the bus .
then the bus go go go , i saw the merlion head .
i told mummy , i want go there . then stopped there and walked .
crossed the traffic light , walked to merlion head there .
:D go there , see the sea .
walk walk , go into the esplanade there .
went in , wow damn cold .
luckily i got my jacket with me , want go toliet .
mummy finding , me finding . can't find , lmfao die liao .
luckily we found at last .
== at the corner nia , beside us . LOL .
went in , used the toliet . mother haven't ok , i go take pictures .
than mother came out , and walk walk again .
she say she want go catey watch ice age 3 .
:X she say she haven't watch , she want watch .
then went catey there watched , not same sia .
here got ice age 3 3D der sia , tampines or don't know where bo leh .
:D 3D siol , I LOVE IT !
ok lar , end here liao lar . byebye .

morning wake up , online .
chat chat , listen to song all this .
felt abit hungry , feel like eating magie mee house no magie mee liao .
>< went down bought magie mee up , and cooked .
ate 2 packets , fulled chat with friends online .
awhile nicholas called me using jun wei phone , and asked me why never come school ?
and then talk awhile , kept laughing .
>< then jun wei keep forcing nicholas to say I LOVE YOU to me .
at last he said it , then nicholas asked me monday got come or not ?
then i say o.o erm .
then he say , MUST COME LEH !
then i shocked , LOL .
then nicholas say " i miss you sia . " .
lmfao , LOL .
then jun wei forced me to say I LOVE YOU to nicholas on phone .
:D i said it .
>< LOL !
nicholas kept laughing , and do i ? i do so .
than we both laughed like siao kia can ?
than after that , nicholas say ok lar thanks . bye .
then i say o.o ok , byebye .
he said , my maths textbook with him leh .
then i say o.o ok , must help me takecare orh .
then say , ok lar . love you lar byebyebye .
then ok liao , jun wei kup ler .
and nicholas went home ler , then me went to listen to techno songs .

came back home .
went to tampines mart after returning my mother uniform .
went to meet michelle jiejie and her mother at the kopotiam there and eat .
after eating , went to her house there awhile .
than we laughed laughed talked talked .
than after that mother came back , bought clothes for me .
o.o than said , later go geylang eat durians .
i was like damn shocked , eyes bigger then this O.O orh .
because go geylang eat durians , lmfao .
ok , then mother win lor .
after that awhile went to try the clothes mother bought der .
>< weared , came out from the batheroom .
michelle jiejie laughed like mad , and i followed laughing like mad too .
>< i laughed till lie down on the floor , and michelle jiejie laughed like siao .
than kept laughed , till mother comes out of room .
and she laughed too , LOLOL !
than mother and michelle jiejie mother went downstairs to wait for us .
as michelle jiejie is helping me to make up , erm eyeliner lur .
:X because i lazy mar , she help me lor .
damn funny can ? she make till i cry like siao , LOL .
cry and laugh when she's helping me draw eyeliner .
>< eyes damn itchy mar , then she draw half way laughed non stop der .
then i followed her laughed lor , lmfao .
than i cried , then the tears is black der wapiang eh so scary lor !
than wipe with tissue , then continue drawing .
:D after that looked at the mirror , looks like cat and ghost .
lmfao , nevermind i waited so long .
then just like this go off , lol many peoples looked at us .
>< then went to take taxi , off to geylang liao orh .
reached there , ate durians taste like shit .
:D at least shit taste better then those durians .
then cheebye , so many ah pei looking at us .
then i stared at that ah pei , that ah pei laughed at me .
nono , i mean smiled .
D: sad to say , i didn't smile back . my eyes looked at him .
LOL , bigger then this >> O.O !
lmfao , then after that tooked taxi back to bedok there , ate dinner .
ate crabs all these , suddenly michelle jiejie say .
" don't look back if not later those guys shocked . " .
then i looked back , lmfao saw kok li .
then the funniest part came .
know what i said ? >> " eh ?! kok kok kok kok .... kok kok kok .. " .
then the guy turned around and said , " kok kok kok .. kok kok kok li huh ? " .
then i said , " YA YA . " !
than he say orh , then he went to called kok li come .
kok li come with his bicycle , LOL .
i kept laughing non stop , then laughed stop laughed stop .
:X that guy kept making me and michelle jiejie laughed like mad .
then the boy and the girl talked awhile , then the girl come and asked for my number .
i gave till half way , mother shout " bu ke yi ! " !
then i shocked , i mean everybody shocked !
all eyes like this looked at my mother >> O.O !?!?
then went off liao , then byebye .

morning woke up , feeling much more better liao .
went to tampines mall , mother need to return uniform to the boss .
than i wait at level 3 , walk walk awhile .
went into courts , decided to buy a laptop liao .
:D gu gong buy for my birthday present der , but he buy earlier lar .
i don't know orh , he promised me der uh .
then go where also can bring out liao lor , hehe haha .
currently at michelle jiejie house right now uh .
just now tooked bus to her block here , then in bus was talking on phone with weisheng .
then reached liao , went to eat there .
then mother still want eat other things , then me and michelle jiejie went to lan there .
than don't know why keep laughing non stop .
oh yeah , laughed finished while walking back to her house .
saw the black cat again there's a malay girl , keep touching the black cat .
we tried to make her leave , but she keep don't want orh .
then i keep step the floor hard , i mean smacking hard lur .
want to make the cat run away mar , -.- the cat don't want run away leh .
then bo bian , walked back to michelle jiejie house lor .
reached her house , keep telling jokes , laugh non stop again .
>< damn funny lor , laughed till face red somemore .
then stomach pain leh , lmfao i know it's lame .
than downloading maple again lur , waiting waiting waiting .
damn sian , hope can stay at michelle jiejie house till late late .
:D don't want so early go back home mar , very bored der eh .
goodbye readers .

having high fever , can't wake up .
morning mother went out of house and went work there .
then i tried my best to wake up , and on-ed computer .
suddenly mother came back home , i was like o.o ?
then i asked her why she come home , she said she resigned .
then i oh , than she asked me off computer she bring me go see doctor .
i kept saying i don't want off , lol .
then at last kena forced to go block 515 der clinic .
than doctor say my fever will go up and high der , give me 2 days off .
D: very uncomfortable sia , fuck .
than say , if still haven't ok must go hospital ler .
i was like thinking in my brain , o.o so serious bo ?
>< lmfao , i know i am lame because i'm like this .
erm after see doctor mother asked me want eat what ? i said i want eat magie mee .
LOLOL .
than she say don't eat magie mee , asked me want eat what again ?
i said , CRABS !
then she say okies , i was like damn fucking shock lor .
then she bought me to bedok interchange there , the stalls not on yet .
went to take taxi , reached parkway parade .
hehehehe hahahaha !
:X lmfao , damn cold there didn't bring jacket .
went into that crystal jade restaurant .
ordered , eat eat eat . was nice .
after eating , went to popular there to buy foolscape papers .
bought ler , took taxi went back home .
while i'm in the taxi , fell asleep because damn tired .
at restaurant mother gave me eat tablets mar then tired ler .
reached home , ran into the bedroom .
and lied on the bed , and just fell asleep without saying 1 word .
and sleep till 6.00pm++ just woke up not long nia , damn sian .
open phone , wakao eh .
so many missed calls and messages asking me why never attend school for so many days ?
lmfao , lame lor . bye .

yesterday went out with weisheng celina ah boon they all again .
went to willy house 1st , then at there wait for yehao they all .
while waiting , we're playing watching television and talking .
nabei fuck sia , celina beat ah boon up .
>< celina pushed ah boon into the room and beat up ah boon , ah boon shout so loud .
LOL , even outside can hear lor .
then willy say ah boon kena rape by celina , lol .
then me sitting outside and watch what they're doing , LOL .
hmm , awhile i felt sleey .
went into willy room , and lied down on the bed .
ka ni na bei lanjiao weisheng ran into the room and locked up the door .
then keep come tickle me , any how touched me sia .
fuck him , than i at inside shouting like mad like that .
then i still can hear celina willy they all talking about us , they think wrong liao lar .
lmfao , not doing that stupid thing lur .
than after that i ran out of the room , weisheng come carry me in again .
== pai sei ar , his strength so power i no strength mar .
then he carried me in again , i slapped his face .
>< LOL , then he still continues sia .
nabei fucker lai der , cheebye .
then after that awhile , nothing happens liao .
we're sitting outside , awhile some people come liao .
then waiting for yehao only , then we chit chat lor .
than yehao come liao , went to x-gaming 1st . LOL , monkey come ler .
monkey as it means as >> weilun .
weilun come liao , then have fun in x-gaming .
they all play i see , i don't want play mar . somemore my card lend weisheng .
then watch them play , i sit beside yehao .
then never bring jacket mar , really sibei cold sia .
LOLOL .
yehao open his arms wide , and say come come .
o.o i was like shocked liao , he say come come i hug you .
LOL , then i say no need .
then weilun go buy sweets come give me eat , then i eat eat lor .
after that all played finished liao , went to s21 to eat our dinner .
>< walao eh , damn sia suey at there .
firstly went there and find a sit , and sat down .
everybodies never eat , only celina and willy eat nia .
then all buy water drink and sit there talk cock .
then don't know who started , at there yehao and celina qurallelled .
many peoples looking sia , lol i damn pai sei liao .
then they still shout till so loud , then yehao angry liao .
sit another table , he seperated with us .
then diam liao , than awhile more celina qurallelled with willy .
:X willy so ke lian , no chance to talk .
than after eating , don't know what happened again .
weisheng go spit ice on ah boon , then ah boon go spit ice on weisheng .
LOL , wapiang eh then worser and worser .
took the whole bottle of ice throw here throw there .
then still throwed till me sia , fuck weisheng !
than went to library there der playground and play there , then talk cock awhile .
then went to buy grass jelly and drink .
went back to playground again , was playing catching .
{haven't grow up yet} then play play play , then don't know why yehao sot liao .
he keep make us laughed like siao , he sing don't know what niao song .
keep niao niao niao , LOL .
still so loud somemore , even aunties walked pass him laughed .
ok lar , was fun today lur .
bye .

yesterday was fun , went out with weisheng celina willy yehao and more guys .
:D was damn fun , i went to willy house .
all boys only me and celina 2 girls nia .
nabei weisheng keep disiao me , then yehao come rescue me .
>< LOL , was damn fun lor .
yehao like me he said , he keep want hug me sia .
then come hold my hand , LOL for nothing .
then say what pia here pia there , everybodies laughing in willy house .
then after that went to eat , because celina say she hungry liao mar .
then all accompany her go eat lor , ah boon damn funny .
LOL , i keep laughing .
then after eating , went to tampines mall .
they stole things , nabei me and celina good girl never do anything hor .
funny sia , ah boon go in steal things then got people saw .
then ah boon act gong , took phone out like calling people like this .
he tooked out phone and said " hello ma , going home soon . remember to buy chicken rice hor . " then kup .
LOL everybody standing outside laughing like siao . then he ran out of stall .
LOLOL !
then they say what camera shoot till us , all kena .
then all run from 4th floor to the 1st floor by staircase .
like siao sia we all run and shout , me and celina run like snail like this .
damn funny lor , then all run here run there run ttill KFC there sit down .
then after that only me celina and weisheng and yehao at KFC .
o.o all seperated der , then message them asked them come KFC .
then they say what the stall people following them , than we all ran to macdonald there .
then they come , nabei they prank us der .
willy laughed like mad , then we was like damn serious like this der face .
LOL , stupid sia me and weisheng and yehao and celina kena pranked by ah boon they all .
fuck lor , lol then all started to laugh like mad liao .
then yehao damn funny , he still say " want throw yoyo go grass or not ?! " .
like this , then all laughed at him .
say how many years ago der pattern liao , still use now ? stupid .
LOL , then after that weisheng asked yehao want smoke or not ?
yehao say , " no mood to smoke liao . " .
LOL , then everybody started to laughed at him again .
wapiang eh , was damn funny and exciting day lor .
then after that went to take bus 69 reached block 506 there .
then meet randy laogong , then he sent me back home .
then walk and talk talk and walk lor , then still laugh laugh laugh .
^^ then reached home , say byebye to him .
then no more liao lor , maybe will be posting today bye .

yesterday at michelle jiejie house online all these .
then at night 7.00pm or 8.00pm ++ went down slack .
wapiang eh , so scary lor .
:X kan silang dark , then nabei sia .
me and michelle jiejie at the playground there slack .
then suddenly got a indian guy take a big big plastic bag .
walk to us leh , and me and michelle jiejie run like mad .
so scary lor and dangerous .
then went to take bus 28 back to bedok and meet randy laogong .
:D he wait me at block 506 there der bus stop .
then i scared mar , then took taxi go bedok lor .
cost $6.00 nia lar , then reached ler .
i meet him at block 506 there der mama shop , he walking .
then i sit at the stairs there lor , then he reached liao .
walked together and talk talk lor .
then he sent me home , then said byebye to him .
and he walked back home , thanks randy darling i love you .
then after that daddy keep asking questions .
nabei then i keep answering , damn annoying sia .
>< sibei fan lor , i mean he's naggy like my mother like that .
but nevermind , i ren lor .
then today alarm rang , didn't wake up .
because don't feel like going to school , stupid sia .
i keep lie on the bed , then mother keep kicking me .
then keep scolding me kicking me , asked me go school .
i keep say i don't want , i not feeling well lar . then didn't attend school today .
^^ ka ni na , damn happy lor .
== but need parents letter .
currently downloading maple patcher , so i can play at home .
morning woke up , saw my phone so many missed calls and messages .
LOL all worried about me , asked me why never attend school today .
:D means i still got peoples want der leh .
mother going to go work liao , left me and my cat maomao at home .
mother said , she going to asked the roomate get out of this house ler .
then that room give me back , then repaint all these .
then buy a bed for me , then i sleep there with my cat .
:D woots ! happy like siao .
i can SLEEP WITH MY CAT CAT ler !
hahahaha , i love it !
ok lar , tomorrow maybe will return to school lar .
byebye guys love ya .

hello just came back home from tampines .
went with michelle jiejie to tampines 1 arcade there .
yirong eric and yongkang also , they're playing their games .
then me and michelle jiejie keep dancing lor .
then suddenly jovan and garrick appear .
:X michelle and me kept laughing like mad .
talking gossips about garrick , LOL !
then after playing then went to find yirong they all .
== talked to him , he like not shuang like this der .
keep ignoring me and michelle jiejie .
then after that walk walk outside , then suddenly damn funny sia .
went to the staircase there , then they're playing fighting .
than me and michelle jiejie stand there and stared .
>< like bai chi .
then got 2 secruity guards scared us , then me and michelle jiejie keep running and shouting .
:X espiecially me , lol .
want open door , cannot open LOL !
like gong kia like that keep pushing , but actually is must pull .
then after that kena caught by secruity guard .
than after that walk walk , run run .
>< shopping centre become playground .
erm then seperated from them , and then me and michelle jiejie go walk walk .
then i went to buy jacket because going to watch movie .
went to buy movie tickets , gonna watch ice age 3 .
thought it was not nice , but was damn nice .
:D so cute lor .
kept laughing like mad inside the theatre .
:X LOLOL .
currently at michelle jiejie house , staying overnight here .
then tomorrow go tampines mall there lor ,
today was fun lor .
love it , especially jovan .
D: kept disiao me der leh , lol but nevermind lar .
ok lar i'll stop here lur , bye guys .

morning woke up by meifeng biaoyi phone call .
and went to prepare , after that went to school lerhhs .
>< reached school , was pernormal .
then after that recess , went with huey ping .
then was mother tounge liao , went back to class .
then nabei happened many things on me .
-.- all eugene fucking fault , almost make till police report .
he keep talked dirty things about me , i not happy . go tell miss abraham .
:X he kena scolding marhhs .
then come back class , not happy with me .
== asked me watch out , i thought he's just scaring me only .
then ignored him lorhhs , then in the class he tooked his phone out .
and called his friend , and i heard what he've said .
he said " after school meet me , i want you to follow a girl . " .
then i knew it was me liao , because when he's talking .
it's obvious , he's looking at me .
o.o was like damn bo song lehhs .
i still kept my mouth shut , then he's more and more .
then he asked me watch out many times liao , then i not happy with him lerhhs .
:X told miss abraham again , lmfao .
then after that , he said he want ask his friend come tio me .
i scared till in class crying like kena rape like that .
then kept staring at the mother tounge foolscape paper .
some of my friends knew something happened to me , they kept asking me what happened ?
but i don't want tell them , don't feel like mentioning lurhhs .
then after that worse and worse , qurallelled with him .
-.- then he kept threatening me lehhs , i buey tahan liao lehhs .
told miss abraham again , then miss abraham asked me sit outside .
then she want me to explain to her what happened .
mother fucker sia , asked me explain than never even give me a chance to explain .
fuck her lorhhs , keep make me cry nia lehhs .
-.- no face , remus jet shawn and james kept looking at me .
then i bo face liao , went back class .
then qurallelled till principal there , mother came to school .
say what want make police report liao .
-.- eugene keep making up stories , nabei i got witness lorhhs .
== more then 5 horhhs , the whole class can be my witness lehhs .
want play play with me arhhs ?
>< fuck him larhhs , keep want scare me .
then maked till i cried like fucking , cheebye kia larhhs eugene .
ka ni na , maked till trouble so big .
i hate miss abraham , mother said .
" if this problem cannot be solve , i'll go MOE or police station liao . " .
i said ok .
she said , " if not , change school . " .
i said ok .
i'm fine with it derhhs , mother want divorce with dad liao .
gonna sell flat and buy a new flat near bedok south area derhhs .
:X dad still don't know about it .
decided not to tell dad 1st , lied to him 1st lurhhs .
currently chatting with marcus .
ok larhhs , end here .
byebye .

have not been online for a few days liao .
>< because kept going to tampines arcade marhhs .
>< go there , dance lurhhs .
tell you guys something happened this few days uhhs .
went to tampines arcade with michelle jiejie lurhhs .
then dance , got many peoples looking .
hehe , i from easy mode play till normal mode play till hard mode lerhhs .
then got 3 gangsters looking , 1 of them come asked for my number .
^^ gave him lerhhs .
he jioing me , lol .
have much fun with him , and was damn nice uhhs .
:D in school also fun , got guys flirt me . lol hehe haha .
>< in school kena flirt , go outside also kena flirt .
LOL , feel like sibei happy .
currently chatting with friends , i now at huey ping house .
XD 1st time come her house , walao eh .
>< 1 room nia lol . no no , no rooms derhhs .
sibei small like fucking .
she cooked corns , i eating lol .
no going to arcade later liao , because maybe staying at huey ping house till night .
o.o tomorrow friday liao , woots !
i miss nicholas , i miss you uhhs !
ok larhhs , will not be blogging this few days until my roomate daughter go back to malaysia .
if not she keep snatching computer from me lehhs , fuck her lorhhs .
-.- so irritating derhhs , talk non stop derhhs sia .
-.- hate her trucklots lurhhs , but she do not know about it .
of course didn't tell her larhhs , where got peopes so stupid horhhs ?
LOL .
ok larhhs , i'll end here .
quite busy lurhhs , haven't eat finish yet lehhs .
bye larhhs .

went out to tampines 1 arcade with michelle jiejie .
1st i went there , saw michelle jiejie and eunice playing arcade dancing game .
o.o then i watched , then michelle jiejie asked me try .
>< i went to try , walao eh .
i addicted to it liao lar , sleeping also dreaming about the game .
:X yesterday me and michelle jiejie keep at arcade play the dancing game .
o.o keep got many peoples watching us play that game .
then turn by turn , was damn fun dancing there .
after that went to rooftop and lie down on the floor and rest .
me and michelle was damn mad , keep shouting non stop like a mad pig .
oh ya , then we abit hungry liao .
then went to nan bei restaurant there ordered , then think not nice .
then cancellelled , and went to say cheese .
michelle jiejie say nice mar , then i go try try lor .
wapiang eh , 1 small bowl cost $2.90 and taste like shit .
bo bian , eat liao must pay bill mar .
paid , and went back to arcade and dance again .
then after that was night time liao , sky turns black .
mummy called me , and asked me and michelle jiejie go bedok interchange .
then we tooked bus 28 went there , and then me michelle jiejie and michelle jiejie mother and my mother go eat dinner .
then after that went back to tampines again , lmfao .
o.o watched midnight movie .
^^ watched transformers again yeah , kept laughing .
than after watched finished , we was damn thirsty .
go buy water at the machine , because all shops closed .
ok lar , end here . bye .

actually i'm still sleeping der , then heard mummy voice .
woke up , she's talking to the roommate wife lur .
>< they're in the kitchen , talking about electricity bills uh .
say what , how come so expensive all these lar .
then after that i've been standing there for half an hour .
o.o looking at both of them talking about what lor , but i am innocent lur .
:X and 1 more thing orh .
my innocent cat kena scold , lol .
and uh , after that i went to on my computer and played sims3 .
mummy went down bought breakfast for us , just came back .
i just ate wonton mee , cannot eat finish .
left it at the table there , see who want help me eat lor .
awhile more , mummy going to go out liao .
>< i sian sia at home with daddy , i want to go out .
but don't know go where , and don't know want ask who go also .
i can go out today , it's just that the problem is go where and with who .
-.- i miss going out der feelings .
i want follow mother go hawker there , she don't want let me follow .
bo bian , have to think where to go and with who liao lor .
asked nicholas darling , he said he today cannot go out .
-.- don't know who to ask liao leh , sian ar .
haix , currently listening to songs and blogging and plurking .
who want to go out with me ar ? please tell me uh .
i sian till going to fa mei liao leh .
lmfao , this is not a joke this is serious lur .
tell you , gonna fa mei soon liao if still not going out .
have $15 only now , don't want go places to waste money lur .
how about slack ? slack with who ? nobody , lmfao .
-.- think think thinking .
goodbye , who wanna go out with me . please let me know .

afternoon came back home from school , then on computer .
awhile then mummy wokeup , and prepare .
after that we decided to go to tampines mall 1st , because mummy need interview .
went there , about 1 and a half hour uh ?
then finally , she tomorrow will work at tampines mall hawker liao .
then went to buy movie tickets , want to watch transformers .
not time yet , than go eat sushi lur .
>< eat till sibei fulled , cannot tahan anymore pay bill .
and went back to tampines mall der theather there .
>< went in , was damn dark .
we sat at behind der , but nevermind nice just nice .
:D was damn nice lor , especially is damn funny !
i can swear , all the peoples in the cinema watching transformers laughed like mad .
included me and my mum , because its really funny mar .
then some parts are sad , when i actually cried out .
:X and the robots are damn cute , especially those tiny lur .
^^ huge 1 are , power ! and i love them .
ok lar , gotta go play my sims3 liao yeah .
goodbye guys .

morning 6.00am woke up lur , and prepare .
after that went out ler , tooked bus went to school .
reached school outside der gate liao , walked in .
at canteeen drink ice milo awhile , shuzilah came .
and talked to me , then we both chit chat than went up to class .
>< nicholas came in late everytime , then badge kena conviscated by disicipline mistress .
not a leader anymore , lmfao sad for him .
after having english lesson went to recess liao , ate fishball noodles .
then went up to class and have our mother tounge .
never study , teacher teaching me and my friends talking non stop .
nabei sia fucking eugene keep pinched my face , pinched till pain and red .
>< i cried in class , and then nicholas sitting infront of me .
turned back and saw me crying he threw his pencil case give me .
o.o i was like oh ? then i asked him " give me your pencil case for what ? " .
then he replied me " give you lor . " .
LOL , mad liao lar him .
at that time , i was fierce like a tiger lor .
^^ after that finally , social studies liao .
teacher bo come , another teacher come . then we bo study we played .
>< talked and run here run there the whole day .
lmfao , last period is mrs jonoh der .
>< she talked , we all want sleep .
my eyes closed abit , almostly fell asleep liao .
she woke me up der , bo bian cannot sleep lor .
then after that finally dismiss ler yeah ! walked out , saw miss abraham .
o.o i faster run away from her , and reached staircase walked down .
then was like o.o never see nicholas leh .
don't know where the hell did he went to lmfao .
then i ignored lor , walked to bus stop there .
saw james korkor , and wanhao .
then walked to the shelter there and stand , too hot liao lar the fucking wheather .
then waited for bus , bus came .
nicholas's not here yet , then i went up to the bus and no place to sit .
stand lor , then got 3 handsome guys .
>< but pai kia , then i diam diam stand there .
then i messaged nicholas " where you ? " .
he replied " canteen eating . " .
i was like fucking mad , finding him and waiting him so long .
-.- he's eating in school lol .
then reached my house there liao , i went to mama shop and bought 2 packets of nutella .
and then walked home , on the way at block 503 there .
wapiang eh , so many indians peoples sleeping on the floor .
-.- i scared , then ran towards at bedok green secondary 3 boy boy .
and walked behind him , lol .
then reached home , online and waiting for nicholas messages . bye .

after school went back home and online .
>< mummy's still sleeping in the room yeah .
finally , after half and hour she's awake .
then went to tampines 1 and have our dinner lur .
shop shop awhile , went to eat at the restaurant .
:D was quite nice lur , but it can say . it's damn expensive der lor .
than after eating , we went to the pet shop .
^^ bought a new letch for maomao , and bought him some treats .
:D milk treats titbits , and chocalates treats titbits .
i think he should love it !
went back home , took bus 67 .
>< slept inside , because i everytime take bus bored will fell asleep der .
then sleep awhile , reached bus stop liao .
went down , and walked back home .
finally , reached home liao .
straight away went to the kitchen , and cut the strings thingy .
and helped maomao wear new letch , he loves it !
and then went to opened the titbits , he don't want eat .
>< me and mummy forced him , 1 carried him .
another forced open his mouth , and throwed it in .
>< he ate it , and ran away .
:X i mean , ran to the living room there and sit uh .
>< maybe he don't like it lur , because he long time no eat ?
:X not we don't want give him eat lar .
is bo bian mar bo money leh .
can't even feed ourself , still feed him lur .
then now bought for him ler , he don't want
nabei cheebai sia , fucking angry liao lor me .
-.- waste money der , arggs .
bought liao , almost cost $20.00++ leh .
he now don't want to eat , the money fly liao lor ?
== fly to hell ler lar , cannot take back liao .
post till here , bye .

morning woke up by mother , alarm rang . i didn't hear .
:X ear deaf liao uh , then faster woke up .
went to take my uniform and then took money from daddy's wallet .
and then opened door , and went to kitchen to change uniform .
and then wore my school badge , then tie hair .
>< and than i finally went out of house , took bus 14 and reached .
:D i'm in canteen right now , sat there awhile .
then went to buy ice milo , nabei today don't know why so suey der lor .
>< buy liao , then pour down on the table .
cheebai auntie asked me mop myself , bo bian mop myself lor .
then went up to class , thought there's huey ping .
o.o but non of them were up there , except me . i am there .
so nothing to do mar , then clean the classroom lor .
then miss abraham went in , and saw me . she say i good girl leh .
:D finally , ok than erm .
having lots fun in class , and felt asleep with ehsan for 2 times .
>< give teacher woke up der , then nicholas sitting opposite me .
o.o kept looking at me , i was like damn pai sei liao lor .
but i ren , i looked back at him .
^^ lmfao , was like damn romantic .
his eyes shocked my both eyes , lighting uh .
then recess time , went to recess with my friends .
and after eating , went back to class and have our lessons .
and have much much fun writing poem uh , and was playing in class .
:X played till , next door der teacher came to our class and complainted .
lmfao , ignored her .
played again with our friends , i sat on the table .
with my legs opened wide , lmfao was like giving birth .
>< but nevermind . because i wore pants inside lur .
then was playing with girls and boys , i mean whole class lur .
-.- eugene kept bullying me der , kan ni na sia .
i scolded back him leh , 1st time lur . haha , i not scared of him liao lar .
>< please lar , he act pai kia nia .
but not pai kia lai der , lol .
then dismiss ler , walked downstairs .
walked the same path as nicholas walked , then went to bus stop there .
o.o saw nicholas , weimin and jun wei and others walking together towards me .
but is actually walking to the bus stop there .
:X he didn't talk to me leh , lmfao i am sad .
>< he doesn't even thinks wheather i am her girlfriend or not der .
:X bus came , he didn't go up .
i don't know why , only aaron and weimin went up , they're sitting infront of me .
D: where's my nicholas ? i miss him .
reached home liao , on my computer and chat with friends .
then currently blogging and listening to teresa tseng der songs and plurking .
ok no more for today , tomorrow will be posting again .
bye guys love ya !

morning woke up , awaken by my cat .
my cat scratched the bedroom door , and the scratching sound make me awake .
:D okies , woke up straight away ran to the toliet .
>< doing my toliet business , don't ask whats that .
you should know uh , okies .
after that , i went back and online .
and then search songs and listen to some songs and watch some videos .
then played games , then chat awhile .
went to pack my bag because tomorrow i'm going back to school liao .
oh yeah , haven't write parents letter yet .
when mummy wake up , i'll ask her to write for me .
ok , now currently chatting with marcus .
he just came back home from school lur , i'm chatting with him about school things .
^^ don't kpo ask me what we're chatting about ok .
uploaded new photos again yeah , nice mar ? uno with me lur .
>< ok , what to post now i also not sure yeah .
erm ok lar eh , we're post about the what thing ?
just now bored , watching last time drama series .
while it's loading , so slow .
then i pause , and let it load finish 1st .
then i went to the kitchen and wash the dishes that i used just now .
:D just now i cooked fish , and eat myself .
>< hungry till lazy go down mar , then now got many plates need to wash liao .
washed plates , and wash bottles and also some cups .
after washing all those plates and cups , i went to took a bottle .
and drank a bottle of water , if not later sick again uh .
>< drank finished refill till it's full , then i do some houseworks .
o.o you must say i good girl eh , because i so guai leh .
i guai kia leh can ? ok .
hmm , back when its just nice . load finished .
:D and i can enjoy watching my drama series , can say i'm a drama queen lur .
if singapore no drama , i sure will die der .
and die not in peace , because i love watching drama series .
now currently chatting with marcus , chatting with julius uploading new photos .
and listening to musics , and searching something else .
hmm , finally i get back some contacts numbers liao .
asked from them der , lmfao .
ok lar thats all uh , goodbye .