i'm facing the same problems with michelle jiejie .
i really think of dying , how i hope i'm not given birth on this earth .
i've think before already , die uh ?
thinked before of jumping down from my house , oh my 14th floor too high for me .
thinked before of eating all the medicent and just go to sleep .
and tomorrow , i will forever not open my eyes again .
thinked before of opening the gas , and closed all the windows and doors .
and just died there like that , i really wants to die .
my mother thought i'm no longer a good girl , but i'm still .
she don't even understand how i feels .
she thought i have no stress , but i have alot .
is just that i don't want to say out , i don't want to let anyone knows about it .
i kept it in my heart for a long long time .
and this really hurts me alot .
and somemore i thinked of letting the cars knock down and die .
i know , i'm foolish of thinking all these .
michelle jiejie , you've got a counseller uh ? i've got 1 too .
same as you , i've lost her contact number lur .
i can't even contact her , only she will listen to me and advice me .
mother and father won't , because they don't understand us .
life is so unfair , why is god treating us like this ? please .
let me off , i hate this kind of feelings .
it makes me worse and worse , mother and father's same .
-.- happy then treat us good , not happy ? always scold us .
you know , somemore scold us for nothing .
do they know whats the word HURTS ?
i don't think they know , they still said .
" we're onced kids , we understand " .
fuck lar , last time and now how can compare ?
i'm really deeply hurt this time , i'm stress and headache .
i don't want to be alive on earth anymore , i want to die .
i wish i can just dissapear on earth , and NO MORE .
i agreed with michelle jiejie .
those love ones who are alive , they don't know how to treasure .
when they're gone , they will regret it .
i confirm this , they will regret 1 day .
once they're lost something , it's too late if you want them back .
