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yesterday mother and father suddenly qurallelled .
then don't know why mother started crying .
normally my mother started crying something will happen der .
then i just shut down my computer and go to the kitchen there .
than mother ran into room , and tooked phone .
called don't know who , and talked and cried .
i lied on the bed and listen to mom talking , then even me cried out .
after that , father came into room .
started quralling again , mother said she want die liao .
then i too scared , i ran to closed the door and locked .
mother ran to the door , wanted to open the door .
and i pushed her down , and she sat on the floor . and i sat on her knees .
i cried like mad , and said to her .
" i don't want you to die , you die i might as well die also " .
then she said to me .
" if not we both die together lar ? " .
then i very scared liao , i know my mother is crazy again ler .
i have to do something , then father very angry with mother liao .
but i know daddy still love mummy der , daddy keep pushed her to bed .
don't let her go out of the room , then mother breaked the wedding photo .
i damn shocked , and i go to take the wedding photo and put on the floor .
father asked mother to cool down , mother cool down abit ler .
then suddenly want jump down from kitchen window .
i too scared , i went out of the room . holded tightly the door .
and called ah yi to come , all ah yi came .
all come helped her , and tell her everybodies love her .
and said many things that makes me and my mother moved .
ah yi said to my mother .
" if you die , did you think of your mother ? " .
" your mother will just faint , and gone " .
then me keep crying non stop , even james almost cried out .
then me crying beside james , james asked me don't cry .
but can't , because i can't control myself from crying .
than ah yi asked me go get mother medicent .
i went to kitchen and tooked the medicent , and mother ate .
cool down abit liao , then she said what happened .
is because of money der problem again lar , haiya .
maked me so worried , don't dare leave her alone at home .
i promised mother , i will be guai kia liao from today onwards .
i don't go out late late , i after school will straight go home .
if got important things , then i will late abit go home lar .
MOTHER i promised YOU .
MOTHER i LOVE YOU .